30.11.11

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Called mum last night, told her that what happened yesterday. She was very concerned very worry, I can feels the anger from her. She dislike me being bullied, she is very concerning about my safety… so do Dad. When me utter, talking about my work stuffs, they will be over-acted like I’m being bullied.

I’m still a little girl in their eyes. I’m still a Princess, in their eyes.

Well, I’m not a good daughter thou… I have lotsa secrets, I hide the evil side of mine, doing things they dislike behind them, sometimes I did lie to them too and I seldom have a nice chat with them. It’s very random for me to call mummy yesterday, not sure about why, but I just feels like hearing her scolding. LMAO. Yea, mummy always say I’m weak and gonna scold.

She asked: Did he know I went out that early, Did you guys talk about it… Who gonna be the 1st one to know when I get hurt or meet some robbery/accident? Who gonna find me when I’m missing? Actually I think, no one will figure it out until I’m really dead for few days. WTF!! I can’t recall a person that can 100% know where I am, what I’m doing…

Imagine, me in the photo above, me, I die young. Then I’ll just fade out… fadeeee…. fadeeeee…. outttt…

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Worthy

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I don’t know if it’s worthy.

I’m like giving you a chance to hurt myself again… this makes me feels terrible. I know you don’t care and you won’t be appreciating but at least I did what I should, to grab what I think I wants.

I know is not worthy, I know. I’m lying to myself, you’ll be good this time altho it’s impossible.

 

 

 

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bendan.me Suspended!!!

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I did not realize that everything has gone so fast, I’ve been blogging in bendan.me almost a year. Here am I, blogging using my previous wordpress account which is here because my bendan.me is currently server down. Aikss~ torturing much, I really miss my blog, I want it back. I’ve putting a lot of effort there, I treated it like my daily must. Hahahaha!! My dairy…

I’m glad I still have here, everything looks great… the template has been upgraded like so pro already!! Cool~ that’s why I love wordpress but then the matters which bothering much here is about the blog template can’t be css or edit + I could not find a way to dump in the Nuffnang’s ads! Garghhhh!!!!!

Anyway, I’m going to be here, perhaps under next week?? I don’t know. Everything gonna be fine right??? *pat pat* Pamper self and hopefully they are not going to lost my data and everything. I’ll cry and die, seriously.

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See, bendan.me SUSPENDED!!

OMG OMG!! Some more Nuff’s analytics has stop running… ==” I’m going to lose everything!! What’s important is my dairy… my hapiness, my tears & my effort!! I lost it, I lost my memory. *woops*

by Bendan, =[

想走到最后的情侣!

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1.不许让对方吃醋,有了误会要及时解开。

 

2.无论哪一方惹对方生气,必须把对方哄开心,

 

吵得再厉害,生气也不许超过一天。

 

3.两个人在一起,或者因为什么原因而暂时分开,

 

都必须好好照顾自己,把生病降到最小程度,不要让对方担心!

 

4.双方如果都在上网,必须要找对方,不许冷落对方!

 

5.双方不许和异性太过亲近,即使是玩的再好的,

 

要知道恋人都是从朋友开始的

 

6.双方给自己的称呼,对方不得拿去开玩笑喊别人,

 

因为那是属于你们自己的!!!

 

7.有事不再一起的时候,要经常打电话,发短信,不要冷落了对方。

 

要知道,两个真心相爱的人,是最受不了另一方冷落自己。

 

8.对方每次手机关机前,必须和另一方说明情况,不要让对方担心。

 

9.无语两个人心中有什么事,都要说出来。

 

要知道,两个想在一起过的人,最重要的就是坦诚。

 

10.如果不是很麻烦的话,每天睡觉前,都和对方说一声晚安。

 

11.两个人在一起的时候,要尽量减少“哦,嗯,LOL”等字,

 

有时候兴致勃勃的说话,被人一说哦,就如一盆冷水从头浇下来。

 

而且,“哦,嗯,LOL”给我的感觉就是敷衍,你们觉得呢?

 

12.就算很生气很生气,也不要说“滚”因为这个字很伤感情。

 

13.不许对对方撒谎,即使是善意的也不行,总之有事两个人一起担…

 

14.男人为女人戒烟戒酒,女人为男人安分守己,这样你们觉得公平么?

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Finally… I decide to post it. I been created this from the very 1st day (18.08.2010)  while Mr.B was telling me, he gonna try to buy me a domain. Was too happy… and I did it with fully hoping and happiness!! Can’t express how GLAD am I during that time, he made it and did it for me. Appreciated it so so so much!! Know what, I’ve been “craving” for a long time… Hoping him to make my dreams come true.

I did try to customize it but fails many days because there’s no one really gonna help me. Lastly, I’m tired… so left it to be like that. *sigh*

Seriously, I should be happy thou but really not in a good mood. Do visit my new place more often, thanks!!

by Bendan,😄

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Everything is Out-of-Date quickly

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Is true, everything will be out-of-date very quickly. I found these are very creative, LOL~~😄

Picture from http://kaiak.tw/?p=56053

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